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Before one reads this, tape-worm hi5 that already I do not use, I have myspace, my ex-girlfriend I steal myself hi5, but achieve that she cancels it, good-bye motherfuckers:).
There are always some moments in a mans life when he just wants to erase and rewind, make a brand new start in every single aspect his being, and opt for something more than tedious everyday life.At this crucial point he has to leave many beloved things behind, just in order to succeed in attaining the illusion of absolute freedom, which as one can easily foresee is an utopia (in the sense of nonexistence as well as perfection).
And,however artificial this newborn freedom may be it can literally change ones life blending him with the valuable insight to either do great things, achieving his dreams and goals living in honor or sacrifice a previous meaningful and uniquely achieved life and spend his new life regretting the faults of the past, wishing he could go back in time and correct his mistakes.
But i am a risk taker, and even though this risk primarily seems not worth-taking i chose to take it.Yet the time being too soon to judge whether i took the right decision, since trickle down effects can alter your life even at the most unexpected moment, i choose not to label my decision as worthy or regretful, right or wrong.
What i most certainly know is that I am just 18 years old and life expectancy at birth in Argentina is 88 years , therefore i have apx 70 years left to struggle for happiness (as i perceive it), and fulfillment rather in the sense of achievement and self gratuity than that of satiation.So here i am moving forward, speaking out, not giving a shit about your immature criticism or your adolescent drama; i feel genuine and judgemental.All i want to do is to squeeze the best out of life!
wanna join me?
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